Thanks, B! I've entered an interesting phase of this experience. I think I'm DBing more for me. I've stepped off the roller coaster and have some peace finally. If H wants to create a new relationship with me, he knows where to find me. I will be OK no matter what.
That doesn't mean I don't love him or would not welcome a real attempt at reconciling. But, I have no control over that.
Had you told me 6 months ago that I might feel this way, I would NEVER have believed it.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
