More journaling :

W went to bed early last night - sister and I watched a movie, when I got to bed W was definitely back on her side of the bed not initiating contact etc. One night she wants to spoon, the next night I'm sleeping with Eskimo Nell.

Woke up this morning - W was distant, she went out with D7 while sister and I looked after D10. Then went with the girls and sister to outlet mall for shopping - W wanted to stay at home.

We got back - W had already left for work, no messages or anything, that's fine. Played with the girls and just got them off to bed.

Feel a little for my sister - she's travelled 5,000 miles and she gets to stay in every night - W is working tomorrow night so it's another night in looking after the girls on New Years Eve.

Will take sister out for dinner on Sunday night. It's good to have her here - it's built up some self-esteem, "you are a good guy and a wonderful father - if your W doesn't see it, it's her loss" - if nothing else, it's nive to hear albeit a biased opinion.


M47
W45
D10 (Has CP)
D7
M12 T14
ILYBINILWY 5/1/11
Asked for seperation 5/10/11
Seriously DBing 7/1/11
W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11.
Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11
D - Final 7/11/12