"Thanks for keeping me honest guys. I felt a bit defensive today? Have not felt that in a while. Hope it is normal. Actually thought of leaving the board. because I felt like crapp and that all was lost and that I was just a screw up. But no I will keep going."
Rick - when you feel defensive that usually means there is a kernel of truth and/or something you should think about.
Glad you have decided to stick with the boards. Just remember we are all in this together and will help each other make it through to the other side.
PS so you seem to have found something that works (i.e. making funnies). Make a note of that and file it away for future use when appropriate.
BTW I think you are a funny guy, so there!
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It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
