Thanks for keeping me honest guys. I felt a bit defensive today? Have not felt that in a while. Hope it is normal. Actually thought of leaving the board. because I felt like crapp and that all was lost and that I was just a screw up. But no I will keep going.
Well today I tried something different. Our D ate with us so I made funnies. W and D laughed. I felt like picking W up and taking her to bed and well u know. I have been telling myself that I don't love her that she is not attractive but that is not true. I am madly in love with her and always wil be. That really scares me. So wish me luck.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
