ANS you are right I need to take care of myself first and make improvements for me. It stinks being in this sitch because I find myself shouldering all the blame. I guess its natural. I understand the importance of having my own life. If she wants to be in it or not its her choice and I know I have to force myself to be happy even though it seems she wants no part of me. The strange part is we are still doing things as a couple like going to my cousins for New Years Eve and going to a friend of ours house for a party tonight. Well wish me luck and any words of encouragement are welcome lol I sure can use all the advice I can get on this journey.
M 44 W 43 S 23 S 15 INILWY 9/11 Divorce Mediation started 3/13 June 30 the day W is moving out
