WHG, I'm sure you're right. It's just so hard to compete with. I talk to my DB coach on Tuesday so that's good at least. She usually helps me see positives and such. This time though I've made no progress and I feel like the relationship has regressed. So we will see what ideas she has I guess. I feel that if my ex would SEE me or talk to me things may could change for the better but there seems to be no hope of that at the moment. No contact today so I'm sticking with the plan for now at least.
