Down Again - Is he done yet?

[DestinyUnknown]

Wow - it has been a busy two days but I wanted to journal the events over the last 2 days:

Wednesday
Had another good day at work. When I got home, H was there watching TV. I was in a very good mood, started cooking, and H couldn't wait to join me once again in the kitchen. Although, he did mentioned that he didn't "get me" and wanted to know what came over me with the cooking. He then said he was "trying to figure me out". I was pleasant and nothing was bothering me. I was in a good detached mood. We quickly finished dinner with H setting the table and us enjoying the meal I cooked. Went to bed without feeling down or depressed.

Thursday
H is still trying to figure me out. I am not sure what I am doing. I am not asking questions, I am pleasant, I am taking my anti-depressants, I am going to my workout classes, and I have not bothered him at all. I felt pretty good that day and continued to love him from a distance. Boy it was so difficult to detach last year, but after my panic attacks recently, I was able to detach pretty quickly.

Is that it? Does he feel me detaching a bit, because now he is calling me baby, and honey. I is sleeping so close to me in bed that I almost fell off!!! It is so hard not to want to cuddle and tell him that I love him. He has said it every morning this week when he leaves for work.

Friday
Today was an early day for both of us, but he was suppose to have lunch and then Happy Hour with friends. I just got home after going to the salon, and my H is home!! I asked what happened to his plans and he said they fell through and has asked if I want to do something tonight. Not sure what to say. I don't want to seem eager to spend time with him and then have him pull away. What do I do?