H came home angry. All I kept saying in my head was "do not listen to him. do not respond. he's angry and he doesn't mean what he says." He brought up again how much I've hurt him, that I took his heart and broke it, that he did everything for me and I treated him like $%@#. All I said was "I'm sorry for making you feel this way. I never meant any of it and I know how wrong that was." He came in and out of the bedroom several times saying more things, but I was calm.
This morning he seemed calmer, asked me what I was going to do today. He asked me what I was thinking about our sitch today, and I told him that nothing has changed for me. I still want to fight for our M and not walk away. He kept asking 'why?'.
Now he's off to work and S4 and I are going to have a good day together.
