it will be nice when my posts show up on a page other than 4. i was in a descent mood for most of today trying to focus on positives. untill i talked to my S tnite and he tells me the W had people over tnite for dinner. her parents that are in town a girlfriend of hers and the OM. now this got my blood boiling. about 10 days ago i found out she had Om over around my kids(they know who he is cause he used to be a friend of mine). i had a talk with the W reminding her that we agreed not to have anyone we are seeing around the kids, it was her idea in the first place.anyways i told her our kids arent ready for that yet they still arent used to living in seperate homes yet.she said well when then? i suggested when we take the kids to counseling next month we ask the counselor. she said fine. Then now tnite hes over??? i texted..for the sake of our kids i thought we had an agreement? she replied with some sort of story that her mom invited him and she new nothing about it. i truly dont by this for many reasons i wont get into.why does she not get that this could cause damge to our kids in the future. why does she continously lie to me, and a poor job of it.i feel like i get a shovel to the face every week.


M40
W39
S14
D7
bomb 8/11
PA 10/11