I know its hard to be optemistic N..so i will be for you..:) Im happy for you that he has agreed to go, you never know what will happen in a C session...i hope you have better luck then i did.
Im feeling some of us at breaking points also..for me, im thinking about time!!! I want to be rid of this pain and missing him so badly...i saw some girls laughing the other day and i thought..gawd, i miss that.
Hope you are able to enjoy your trip...have some fun and relax k??
Me:48 H:42 M: 18 yrs. S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H D bomb: 9/9/11 OW confirmed 10/30/11 D papers filed 11/01/11 S15 S21(Special needs) S28
Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...