I had wrote a letter to XH but for myself back in dec 2010.(a year and a half after bomb)

" You(xh) are in for a hell of a ride and i don't want to ride it with you anymore. You are way to f*cked-up in your mind and fog.
I've done everything i could to help but no more.
I'm setting myself free of your bullshit crisis.
So long... Have a nice life!
I know, I WILL!
I am leaving you for someone else, i am leaving you FOR ME!