i'm glad you've made plans to do nice things for yourself. something as simple as a haircut can be such a nice pick me up isn't it? i bought myself a hat on boxing day and it made me so happy!

"I feel really overwhelmed by my sorrow here. I think it's simply because this is the first time I've really had the opportunity to give into my sadness without worrying about it affecting my responsibilities."

sadness doesn't quite describe what we're struggling with does it? it truly is sorrow. but hang in there! take this time to really focus on yourself and what you need.

as for H not enjoying himself.. i don't know if you ever felt this but sometimes i want to say.. welcome to reality!! it doesn't get easier or better if we end up D!! it seems like a good sign that he is concerned enough to call 3 times.

enjoy your day shopping! it certainly doesn't solve our problem but it's oh so enjoyable!!


Me:38.. H:33.
Two beautiful kids S:6 D:3
M:8.. together for 11.
Bomb dropped:10/17/11
Separated:11/07/11