I was reading my journal for posting in the mixed signal's thread and came across something i said to XH, back in NOV 2009:
" You know exactly what your life is gonna be like. You know what you have to lose. Look around you! It's your choice, your decision, your feelings, you are intitle to it! "
Under, i had written a note to myself that said: " That goes both ways ( my name). Read this over and over and change the word "lose" to the word "gain".
By reading my journal today, i see more clearly how mixed up he is. He had, within 6 months, at least 6 or 7 touch and go. 4 times has the words coming back home where heard but NO ACTIONS! I can clearly see his infidelity. It makes me sick!
