feeling like giving up.....former DBing against OW

[imthemom]

Time for a new thread...maybe thats a sign.
Ive been dark for weeks with absolutely not a single baby step on his part to show for it but i think moderate baby steps on my part.
The hours of sobbing when im alone have almost become nonexsistent..
When i think of H i dont get that shock of not believing this is happening, well, not as bad....
At times i think, wth am i doing????... Why am i trying to figure out a person who doesnt want to be with me?????... Im not the oger hes made me out to be..as a matter of fact im a pretty good catch, . Still have some work but willing to do it!!
Unlike some people we know.....