WAW told me she idoesn't want to be married.

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Had a heart to heart with my son this morning. He is 6 he woke up first and came out of my room to play this morning. Mind you i am trying to sleep on a twin mattress on the floor outside my room. Kind of funny i went from a queen bed with my w, to a full size now i am back on a twin. Boy how I have learned humility through all this. I digress, my s was up playing with his train when my d 3 woke up she came out and they played. However my son was being very bossy and reprimanding my d with me lying there. So I had to put an end to this and tell him if he can't play nice then I will take his train set down. Then when I was getting them dressed he was giving me attitude. I finally got it out of him why he was acting this way. He wants me to come home. I told him I can't right now and that I don't know when and if I will ever be home, but we are a family that lives in two homes and loves him and sister very very much. He cried I got teary eyed as well, i am a sap. I asked him has he spoken to mommy about this and he said she says the same thing but she doesn't cry.
I am sure she cries at times maybe just not infront of them. Who knows.
When will she be open to talk about us if ever? Can't wait to hear from her today after I emailed her last night regarding what my attorney said.