25 I hope that you don't mind that I stole one of your song choices and used it as my subject.
I find that I have to keep reminding myself that no matter what happens I am going to survive this mess and I truly am going to be in a better place.
Purg, thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers. I went to a movie with a friend last night so I actually wasn't here when she got home and she was asleep when I got home. I'm sure I will see her for a few minutes this morning and I haven't decided if I want to be here when she gets home tonight. It's really difficult to be around someone that you used to trust with every ounce of your being and know that now you can't trust a damn thing that they say. Anyway thanks again and i will update you later.
M:(f) 35 W: 45 3 dogs and 2 cats T: 9 years 9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you OW confirmed 12/23/11
