H picked up D this morning. He looked and smelled so good this morning I wanted to hug and kiss him. And out the door they went. How can he not want at least a hug and a little kiss on the cheek. I know these are baby steps and I hope these baby steps get bigger and bigger. I know I have to be patient, which is very hard for me.

I wonder if he will want me again.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)