Have not crie this much in the last 9 months....ugggg. H called about nothing and I asked him when he was coming home (meaning from Orange county to our county) and he said "Home?" like he was never coming come.

Back to being dark.....1 year later and here I go again.

me:51
H: 48
No kids together
M:14 years
seperated:Ask him to GET OUT 3/21/11
Piecing 09/14