Ok well tonight was different. Had to take S to ER, I thought it was another bad asthma attack, but it turned out to be Croup, got great treatment, he will be ok. Was very nervous when he wasn't responding to his asthma treatments, so I called W, and she said to take him to ER and she would meet me there. Her and I had 2 1/2 hours of good positive talking. We talked about her work, people at work, her living arrangements and such. She told me she will be trying to help me with as much of her bills as possible, because she feels bad sticking me with them. She told me how a customer came into store for a phone, left, then called her at the store to ask her out. She told him sorry I'm married. As soon as she said that she said the people at work started to tease her how someone was asking her out. She told me the guy was kind of cute too. (I am glad she gave the answer she is married!) I asked her if she had plans for New Years, she said her one friend asked her to go out with her, be she said she wasn't too big on celebrating it. We talked about some of our past new years eve parties. Then talked about some of our other past fond memories (most of them led to us having sex!). We both were laughing really hard with some of our crazy stories. It was really good to hear her talk about our good times. I figured since we were talking so well, I brought up the Retrouvaille. I could tell she had mixed feelings about it, but she said she would consider it. She wanted some more info on it before she could make any decisions. She then brought up her work schedule, I asked her if she could switch some days, and I would really like it if we gave our best shot, and try this. She said she would consider it. We continued small talk, I asked her more about the people she worked with, pretty much "showed off" how well I listened to her in the past. She showed me a bump on her knee and I noticed she was wearing the socks I got her so we talked about her Christmas gifts. As I said we had 2 1/2 hours and I thought it went well. I got to get to bed now (if I can get her out of my mind), work early tomorrow, just wanted to share this. I will give her more info on Retrouvaille tomorrow when she shows up.


M 33
W 29
S 4
M 5
T 7
11/7/11 Separation, W moves in with parents
12/1/11 W: "IDLY, I'm not coming back, it's over"
1/7/12 D Bomb Dropped