Things have been pretty bad lately. H continues his crazy coaster rides w/o any ups so to speak. He has outbursts of nasty towards me. I've made no efforts to try to get him to do anything. No ilu's im sorrys, or anything else. I really miss him. I'm struggling. Nothing seems to be working. How do i know if its really over 4 ever or just for now. I need encouragement from my fellow dbs! Give me some hope
