Tried small talk with W during dinner but she gives the same one word answers. I am having a hard time being funny never had that problem. I think I need to give up the fight for this M and move on. I can not help it my gut tells me that there are secrets being kept from me. Either about W or D. I am usually right about my hunches. Hope to not sound paranoid
When I started posting here many said I had anger issues. TBH I did but mostly with W. Truthfully I always had trust issues with her. She is secretive, has lied to.me and been deceitful. I think she is the only person on the planet that gets to me. For the most part I let stuff roll off my back but not with her?
I think is because lying goes against the core of who I am. Lying is not a part of my make up. I will only lie if I am not aware of the truth.
Yes I want to be done with this. Her arrogance is getting to me and I am starting to forget why I am here.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
