WAW told me she idoesn't want to be married.

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VC thanks I will try the head shake over the shopping.

She text me to tell me someone called from the ymca regarding our financial aid and asked me to call. Could she have called as well yes but I still did it. It is my name on the account. Basically we got turned down for assistance. Since I have been on payroll since all this started through my families business I have to provide a paystub. One of the reasons for my separation was I was getting paid under table. So now we are in a higher bracket and don't qualify. Not sure if we will get assistance for camp this summer for kids either. So I am sure she is not in a happy place. I will be paying for the family for the Y since she can't afford to do it. Money for both of us is going to be very tight.

She also asked me if I heard anything from my attorney. I told her I will email her my notes from my meeting later on tonight. Something I am not looking forward too.
Again wish she would reconsider and go to counseling so we can fix this. The book lays it all out.
I saw it all there in print. We were married 7 years, I had a mlc plus depression my escape was tv, I lacked romance and passion towards her. Worked second job cause I thought more money would make everything better. What does it equal makes her vulnerable to someone else who will listen and talk to her, now this is her MLC and she is doing exactly what is written in DR. I have highlighted most of the book already.

Logic loses out at the moment.