I never saw those post MZ...who knows, but thank you!!..lol

So H has always made comments to me about how if i would have made changes sooner all of this could have been avoided, which urks me to no end because he never mentions the fact that hes an alcoholic and THAT also had a lot to do with it...
So i wrote a note on the next page and just said..
I guess you should have told ME this instead of writing it on paper, and maybe all of this could have been avoided...

I told a friend about it and when she looked at it she got mad....she said im not gonna let you beat yourself up over this, its all about him and theres no mention of what he put you through...even before the A with his drinking...he still doesnt see what he did to his famy...
Got me thinking...he thought he was trying so hard but he really wasnt...his attitude was " i stoppede drinking, what else do you want??"
He will never get it...
He is picking up S14 tonight and i have a pile of stuff ive found that i have to give him..im just gonna stick it in there and be done with it...


Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...