What else could I have done?

[antlers]

Good morning. My son spent the night with a friend last night. I went to the gym after work. I was home alone. Sure felt 'alone' too

I also reached out to my daughters. Heard back from the youngest, nothing from the oldest. Later last night, late, I also sent youngest the following text...
"I hope you can learn to forgive me and let go of past pain because I'd hate for it to affect your happiness or cause you more pain". Haven't heard anything back yet.

I'm leaving in a few minutes. I'm off work today so I
I'm headed to the trails for some mountain biking.

SunFunOne...I see you've sent me some information. I'm leaving in a minute and want to give your information the time and contemplation that it deserves. I will read it carefully when I return, and respond to you later this day. Thank you.
I did notice the following..."But you really need to work on redirecting your thoughts". Agreed, wholeheartedly. That has to be a priority with me at this point...and I have to become successful at that if I ever want to be happy and whole again.
TTYL.