Well made it thru xmas. i was hoping to have a little more clarity of the whole situation, if there was any feeling of progress.The two days of being around the W just felt like a lot of hot and cold moments. some times she seemed distant, mad, and mean. other times she seemed happy and warm. she initiated alot of "talks" with me that we would finish not really accomplishing anything. Its like she wants to be good friends to talk about everything including boyfriends and girlfriends. ofcourse i dont have one and she does. i told her im not interested in talking about anyone she is seeing that it is just too weird for me.i know if i was seeing someone she wouldnt want to hear about it and would not like it very much at all. the one time she thought i was going out of town to see a girl she became pretty mean and irate. when in fact i was just going to see a family member... im trying to focus on the positives. once driving in the car at nite i could see her staring at me deep in thought. i gave her a wink and grabbed her hand and we held hands for about ten minutes. i new it wouldnt last.but it was nice the kids in the back music on the radio. it felt like a whole family if only for a little while.time will tell i guess. is she warming up to the idea of us? or is she completly set on moving on and wants us to be friends?... she did make a weird comment in one talk about how she ended this while we still liked each other.that if she would of waited till we didnt then this wouldve become an ugly split like a lot of D. i thought that was strange logic.
