This is a good place to vent, work out those feelings....yeah "THOSE" feelings and get some good support.
We all want our M to work out, right? I DO believe that D would be easier. You could just cut your loses, move on and hope you don't have to do it again.
Surviving the A and its ending was easy compared to piecing where you really have to make changes.
Sounds like she's in a spin cycle.
Oh god, it's gets harder? What do you mean by her being in a spin cycle?