@west
That makes sense there has been alot of "never again"s in the past 8 months. Some in regards to my behavior towards others, some in regards to behaviors to me.

I know there was some positive in my r... I just question if I created more positive than what really existed.

In the end, it doesn't matter.. Everything is supposed to be from this day forward. I'm just not sure if my current wife is someone I want to share my life...

I may not be ready for a r but I look forward to having one. I enjoyed being married and I really want to adopt some children.

Time will reveal all.. I just need to be patient.


M(f): 40
D'ed: 8/12

Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.

Love at all costs because you are loved well.