You are not a psycho-woman! You have been hurt. I go through these things too. I think it is a combo of PTSD (think the event is still happening) and your intuitive radar being all messed up.
It took a h3ll of a ding you know.....

In the end you really have no control over H at all. As our MC used to say to me when I was insecure if A had really ended or not, were they still in contact, "If he is, SHAME on him!" Heck, that A "ended" summer 2010 and I was still thinking he was up to something 2 weeks ago! FB, I'm not ashamed to admit it, I went to his office when I knew he was out and I searched his computer. I didn't find anything and I know how to go down several layers and in different places. But it FELT so real to me! So, just know your radar is compromised right now.

I don't know if this is what you experience, but usually when I have an intuitive hit that turns out to be true, I'm actually pretty calm. When it's wrong, I've received the hit with anxiety.
I'm trying to decipher this a bit more.

In the end, you will not get anywhere by questioning/confronting him. Stick to the DBing routines that work. And if you have to....trust but verify. I feel like I deserve to know the truth.

M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29
S 22,21, 19
Bomb 4/10
It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013
We all have work to do


The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.