Wow! The last few days has been great. I spent Christmas Eve at my H apartment with him and D. We put our D to bed. Then we started to wrap and put together toys. He asked me if I wanted to go with him Christmas Day to see his mother and take her to lunch because it was her birthday as well. I said yes, I would love too. He replied back with "cool." We slept in the same bed, but he stayed on his side and I stayed on my side.
We did Christmas morning with our D, which was nice. Then we took his mother to lunch, which was nice. On our way to lunch, his mother wanted to stop by his brother's place, but I didn't want to because I did not know how I would be treated. But it turned out to be a nice short visit. Then off to lunch. My H told me that when I got up to take our D to the restroom, she told him that we get along so great what is the problem. He told her that he was still limbo about us.
Then he asked me to stay Christmas night and I did. He did give me a few kisses but that was okay with me.
Yesterday he wanted to talk about us so we did. He said that he did not know what he wanted but he is afraid in six months that he would still want a divorce that he did not want to hurt me. I told him it would hurt regardless. He said that we make better friends than husband and wife. I told him that we needed to build our friendship along with trust and go from there. I told him that I expected the worst and hope for the best. Some of the other stuff that we talked about he said I know that sounds like I want my cake and eat too. I agreed to that statement, since he said it. I told him we a person has a child, it becomes a 24/7 job without days off. He admitted that what he likes about being separated was having a day from our D. She is going thru the terrible twos right now.
He did tell me that he notice some changes and he liked it.
We had such a good time together. And he did too. I could tell.
