Had to vent!

I desperately need someone to talk to. I tried counseling/our MC moved away. I was getting the sense that she wanted me to "just get better" and to move on. I know that is what will be good, but WOW....when someone is not there yet, it's almost harmful to not be patient with them.

A bit of a backslide for MZ.

H is very loving and cuddly towards me. I have not let on at all that I'm feeling this bad. At least not yet, not this week with all the kids around. He thinks I'm just tired and don't feel well.


M 55 H 58 M 24 T 29
S 22,21, 19
Bomb 4/10
It (A) really isn't about you 11/2013
We all have work to do


The truth will set you free, but it will almost kill you first.