You wrote this in another thread: I felt like there was someone else controlling my moods and actions and I had no choice but to go along with it... completely out of control in my own head.
I said almost these exact words to my H at one point.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss