Hey Purg, I am sorry you are having a rough day as well!

I really need to figure out how to be ok with being alone. I have always absolutely hated it!!! The funny thing is that when I am put in a social setting I am a people magnet, for some reason I just don't allow myself to create relationships with these people. I know I need to get my a$$ back out there into the real world. You are right GALing by myself is something that I really need to do, if for no other reason than to prove to myself that YES I can stand on my own two feet and be happy and ok.

Painting Irish knots sounds like a cool hobby especially since your Grandma taught you smile

I actually used to make silver and gold jewelry. I still have all of my equipment, unfortunately I have no where to set it all up right now. I am going to start looking into some other hobbies...

LOL thanks for the vision of my wife tumbling down the stairs wink

Maybe I need to make a disclaimer on this board since everything that I say can and will be used against me.

Disclaimer:
I Sunshine76 honestly would NOT like to witness my wife tumbling down the stairs, being run over by a reindeer and/or being smacked with a stop sign (atleast not at this very moment) laugh


Thanks for thinking about me IS. Your thoughts are greatly appreciated!

I looked for the article on detachment that you were talking about, but I'm not having much luck finding it. Do you happen to know the author's name? I hope you are hanging in there. It sounds like you are beginning to have some breakthroughs... I know it's exhausting, but keep up the good work.


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W: 45
3 dogs and 2 cats
T: 9 years
9/30/11 I love you, but I'm not in love with you
OW confirmed 12/23/11