Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Hi vc, long time no c! Yes of course I kept the roses!
It's not courage though I really just got to that point where I'm really really tired, like what he did sucked the life out of me and I don't have the power and therefore the will to work on anything, so he said he'll wait and yes he did mention mc...
So I think it's good. Hes scared and messed up I can see it on his face he doesnt believe I won't give him another chance so I asked why was it when he told me of ow and I asked for another chance several times he didn't care but now that he thought about it after all that happened I should give it.. So as you can imagine there is nothing he can say but that he was stupid.. What else..