I was such a broken person for all those years. And I hurt my wife and kids because of it. And I lost my wife and my family because of the way I treated them.


And I'm pretty damn sad because of it. I behaved in such a way that I find it hard to live with.


"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.