That being said I think you should quit drinking. We can not control our WAS behavior but we can control our own. Maybe she will learn something from you if you no longer drink. Also I have seen in myself that not drinking has allowed me to better control my behavior and over-reactions.
Your W is an alien monster. Hang in the best you can. Ask yourself would your D tell you to walk away or give W more time.
---- M 39 H 35 D5,D4 M 4 T 9 ILYBNILWY 5/18/11 Left 7/11/11 Divorced 12/1/13
