Thanks sunshine, I'm dealing with it- putting on a brave face etc having a great time with the kids. We have done holiday family things too... All 4 of us, which hurts the most because the kids don't know yet.. & I need to stop myself from reaching for her hand etc. Sometimes I can see a break in the clouds... Other times it seems like the R is dead forever. Guess we are all going through similar sitches take care n thx for the concern P
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"When it is dark enough,you can see the stars"- Ralph Waldo Emerson