Down Again - Is he done yet?

[DestinyUnknown]

I feel like the wind got knocked out of me. He is like a lost soul with absolutely no heart. I started to notice him pulling away a couple of months ago. He used to want to talk and now.. NOTHING!!!!

I was and am still a mess this afternoon. My tears continue because I feel so distruaght and unsure of everything. I feel like telling him that I want off of this train. I have always been an understanding W; I have always been there for him.

We spent the last 3 hours watching 2 movies with him just laying on the couch with absolutely no care and says he doesn't have anyone to talk to. When I asked if he can speak to his best friend, he says " I don't talk to him about things like this....; I talk to you." But he DOESN't talk to me. He ignores me. If we have spoken in the past, he doesn't want to hear what I have to say (even when have not argued) even when I suggest that the talk to someone professionally. He is the type that doesn't believe that he may or could be having individual issues to deal with.

I forgot to mention that I found porn again on our computer. I probably triggered something that caused him to slip away again. But I believed that I was right to question him about what I saw because I thought we had talked about it. He just sat there and looked at me like I had two eyes.


I am right now downstairs in our basement watching TV and then plan to go a few rounds at the pool table to improve my shot. I have had a rough day.