not enought time and too much distance

[any chance?]

Spent Xmas solo in Las Vegas, and it was actually quite good to get away. W is again on the road, helping her BFF move out of her husbands house, then on to another state to visit an old boyfriend, probably the new boyfriend.

As I said, I definately hit bottom, and have no where to go but up. Not even dreading my late January court date, as I think I just want this over. Not sure I have completely exited the pool, as you say Kaffe, but I am quite close. Increasingly resigned to never seeing my W again, and slowly trying to figure out what my future looks like. I wish my W well on her Journey, and the road back is paved, but I can no longer wait at the door.

Happy holidays all. Next week is the New Year!! Gotta be better than this one!