Together since we were 15.

[Jenna333]

I'm trying to enjoy Christmas with my family, but it feels so wrong without him here with us. Opening gifts with the kids this morning was a bit awkward. He commented positively on my looks ("You've lost a lot of weight." "I'd like to see what's under that top."), but he seemed melancholy. He was choked up when it was time to go. He said he didn't want it to work out like this. Well hell, this was the last thing I wanted. He's picking the kids up in less than 3 hours. I'm spending the majority of Christmas afternoon and evening alone.