well, morning has broken.... I read all the wonderful wonderful things written here -- and will reply more later. Thank you all so much. We really AREN'T alone. That is one absolutely fantastic thing that hit me from your posts.
On the way to MIL to see S open his gifts from W's family. Nervous. Will try to look nice, be upbeat, and make it a great day for S. Poor little guy deserves it -- and he will freak when he sees his bike!!!!
Love and hugs to you all and merry christmas!!
Me (f): 45 W(f) 35 T: 13 y C: S4 adopted at birth 6-18-11 bomb: I want to break up 8-28-11 OW confirmed