What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

Christmas day is here and it feels just how I thought it would. I dropped my kids off to my W last night and even though I've had them the last 3 days, I find myself missing my kids more than ever. And it's not just my kids, but my W, who I love with all my heart, I miss just as much. Never did I think that I would ever have to go through the holidays without my W standing beside me. I so wish to have my M whole again.