Im so sorr N..i know it doesnt make it feel any better but i know how your feeling..
On one hand we hoped the holidays would be differant but on the other, it looks like it just may give us a reality check..and the strength to detach like we need to.
Not what we want...but may be what we need...
Thinken of you, and all my girls in this crappy leaky boat..

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...