Living in the trenches....Thread #5

[Navyguy]

Well, Merry Christmas everyone. I'm back in CO.

I dont know what to think about things here. It feels like W has been Avoiding spending time with me and my family. And if I show any emotion about that, she gets pissed at me. W is still extremely self absorbed...acts like she's going out of her way to spend time with my family and that I should be grateful for even one second she does put in. It's just been excuse after excuse as to why she has to be over at her moms or sister's house since we got here....and I've even been willing to go with her....but here it is Christmas eve, at 9:45 pm and she's over there, and I'm at my parents' house with the kids. It just feels so wrong.

I hate the thoughts I'm having right now...

We'll see if things get better after Christmas. I dunno....this almost feels like a replay of last year...and she's going to throw all of her "suffering" back in my face.

I know I'm in a much better place to deal with it this time...