Indecision and the affair continues (Part 2)

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So, the reason I couldn't get a hold of H this week seems to be that he was on vacation (again) with OW. He came home with a swimsuit and shorts in his luggage (and short sleeved shirts) which does not line up with OW and his work city. I also saw a receipt that he returned his rental car on the first day of his trip and I knew he wasn't at a hotel in OW's city last week.

I found the clothes right before Christmas Eve dinner and H knew I was upset. I said, "I can't do this anymore" in tears as I served the kids their food. D10 was crying during dinner that her stomach hurt...but I am guessing part of it was she noticed I was sad.

I am so angry that I fought to make it through the holidays and he is beyond disrespectful to me.