Thank you N...thats sweet of you..:)
Out of the blue H text this morning asking to spend some time with S14..i said absolutely!!
When he showed up to get him he had gift cards for everyone..myself and the boys...it was awkward and i really didnt know how to respond..i mean, hes been a complete jerk...and then all the sudden this....it made me feel bad, but i couldnt have gotten him anything if i wanted to, i cant even buy for my boys...
I dont know how to deal with him!!!!!

Me:48 H:42
M: 18 yrs.
S: 9/1/09 due to alcoholic H
D bomb: 9/9/11
OW confirmed 10/30/11
D papers filed 11/01/11
S15 S21(Special needs) S28

Look to yourself, It is there that all your answers are found...