Done lurking, need advice.

[In_Shock]

And being in the same house really is the hardest thing for so many of us LBS. What I do is post a lot here sometimes, probably too much -- but it helps to sometimes ramble and get it out.

I will be thinking of you. I'm praying 2012 will turn out to be the polar opposite of 2011 for most of us. Keep posting often. You will get great help from the vets and sympathy/empathy from the rest of us!!