Very though today. I will have to leave and get a motel for the next several days while her parents are here. I have been keeping to "my" room in the meantime. She seems to be making a point of the fact that she is very happy and excited about the holidays. She did not come home until after 1:30 a.m. this morning. I nkow none of my business...
This really [censored]! Niether of us has friends or family here in MS. I feel so utterly alone and helpless. I know what I need to do, but it is so damn hard to concentrate while being here in the same house. I am at the point that I am feeling very angry and bitter inside. Fortunately, these feelings are not manifested outwardly.
Yeah I am a wussy - need some cheerleading here.
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13
