What do I do next? Part 3

[luvhurts49]

I hope you're right Accuray and she is just being paranoid. I'm sure that she sees me as the guilty party and she thinks that I'm this mean person who doesn't care about anything buy money. First and foremost, my kids come first and I really couldn't give a damn about money as long as I'm financially able to take care of my kids. I really don't want anything from her except what is fair.

As I stated before, we had our first court appearance and I know that she was upset afterwards. She must have thought that I got more than I deserve, but seeing how we've been ordered to mediation, what was ordered isn't likely to last long-term anyhow.

My confusion comes from what she thought court was going to be like. I mean, she started this whole thing and has spoken with her L numerous times. What did she think it was gonna be like? D and court suck, it's a battle, it's war. What did she think, that it was going to be all wine and roses? That she was going to walk in and get everything she wanted?

I'll tell you what, I am tired of being portrayed as the bad guy here. My kids know that I love them and that I'll do anything for them. My W knows that I love her and I want our M to work. Buy I am just sick and tired of being the bad guy and that everything is my fault anytime my W doesn't get what she wants or if she has some kind of sudden mood change.