Please see someone. I was very angry prior to my H leaving. I said hateful things, I reacted badly to his friends and co-workers, and just was unbareable to live with. I started to get help before he left and discovered the reason why I was so angry and over 2 years, I have learned so much about myself. A PAINFUL REALITY. I had to confront my mother and father about the abuse I suffered as a child. I confronted my sisters because I felt used by them -- they only called when the needed money. I had gained so much weight during the first 4 years of my marriage that I felt and behaved ugly.
I was messed up to the point that I wanted to take my life.
Please talk to someone.
OLD THREAD-http://tinyurl.com/y98nuty Me 44 H 51 T 15 yrs M 9+ yrs No Kids "You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."
