Wow. I am really happy that you have taken such charge of your life, glad that you have come to such a good place, and also thankful that you came back to post. I think the people here are so instrumental in helping others, and I am always excited to see people come back after a really long time to let us know how they are. It sounds like you're in a great place, and kudos to you for that. Happy holidays :-)
M45 Bomb 6/09; EA 6/10; Divorced 1/11 Proud single mom of 7 little feline girls and one little feline boy "Fall down 53 times. Get up 54." -- Zen saying